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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )- F5 n3 v1 z0 P# L: U2 p5 a* k
by Issac Bashevis Singer" Q: u9 n9 k5 O( [
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing% k5 Y! ?5 }0 I$ ?& A
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year$ R+ a2 M; _( o( z X& L) A
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
" ^$ G2 @' l0 mThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
# I9 [& X6 H3 s: X# Xmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that, Y( ~) ]8 E5 o# l- n; g1 @7 m) n
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
* O* q' n3 \$ c) w! @& l) [some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
1 f4 y1 ~+ N, |, G: J# p. R/ f5 I0 gleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
7 O2 G& C( F6 Y8 v) Jnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although6 \9 p( D, \' J( J+ X1 a
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun' G% N+ f* m( F4 n& B# m3 a" |3 v
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies5 n6 ~* Y5 o9 u2 G
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
7 n& X6 Y+ B, X- @9 ?3 rbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many% c% z6 {; d% ]- p4 r; `
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
- M$ D* c5 Z0 X ymigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare& a, T) b9 y3 ~8 H3 ^: k
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much' N/ a0 z+ J3 }! [7 [; T+ c
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.) A, M- W3 f6 Q# C# a D/ V
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
& k) V) Q* ]% m) q" B1 E K9 e' e. _time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
; v9 i7 s8 ^# x* `no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase1 N1 i1 r' D* H9 Q4 q
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
) b: g! ^3 `7 l+ S/ e$ y$ c% Tgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
! N; u6 f! [( d: {% q2 \return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
{7 y% P; ]) `2 b$ Lor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.( A; I2 e. b l {
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
# Q4 I0 N7 j3 W A( Vremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
, a6 T7 O3 }& o7 T2 v7 B+ M6 U ehung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they( T4 \; m- y* l
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had6 n. ~9 r/ X0 A
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
/ Z& F* C# a2 E* h2 r: }! Kthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
5 W+ {& ~7 f) m6 }, ^& q0 Bremains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they6 S, \% [7 f6 l; u8 X
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
! Z0 }7 p% B3 v- C& b2 d& c! |but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another( v& K7 L ?3 H9 v) u7 ]
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
7 r4 p1 }. M' @9 lin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
, R3 h e/ Q7 q P5 G! b' Wdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
+ Y+ { q( G0 F c9 ~storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
: s0 W9 O3 p* b- g3 l) @$ M* Eoff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang, }# a$ m @) l
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
4 K5 w3 @& C" Y0 s& [) RAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
; K: ~. J1 I* m! w1 Zhas come, Ole, but you hang on!"; ]7 D7 w+ u$ s- R0 w: e
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll! y/ j& Q/ b# V9 j9 w0 w
fall with you."/ P1 x u9 s! E7 }
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go...", e( s9 l, W* @: L
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and! [ H0 N# U- J) n! N& G% G
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
( U0 r* j8 c3 s9 M& y9 b3 ^$ x! `tree? No, never!"
1 p7 P7 {7 W4 f, K8 j8 u"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
' B$ ?) e9 ^9 B& @1 g% l/ ^very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
4 G8 {+ R' z% B. M* k# ^1 p# `have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
* j# a$ j8 J' u$ f& Mpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.* z; v- j9 J2 T$ p$ s
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
8 |2 h. Y, ?9 ~1 b4 \6 i/ J g6 k"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
! {1 [, ]; ~# a# _+ e S1 osaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or$ _5 h" p8 _# S
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as: p* \3 Z2 z1 T0 z, d' f M
much as I love you now."
7 Q) t0 C2 R# p2 d/ h3 ^! m j+ d# r0 ~"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
8 o" L: T3 X/ A( ~7 n- UAll colors are equally handsome."0 s- j# ~$ ], a6 X) d
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these" U. h( n3 ^: s6 a; v! y
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
2 T) \! @* T9 Z. j, ]4 Ubegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn$ q& g3 o5 J, }0 F5 \5 `
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
! M1 W7 D) s! ~6 |: Gto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
6 c, _( S3 R& ~# e: I; WBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
. ~4 _- U$ z/ Ythe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
8 Q; Q8 l) O3 Y! h" F, B6 k2 S6 uSo long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
3 b: w, r+ e" X7 b! p: Cwhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into" D9 L& B" ]! |6 k
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay4 h3 N! ]; |- K2 v) m% I4 O
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
& ?( T# Z1 p7 Y; r/ g {trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or4 {. Z4 _# M5 P Q9 O. T
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
{" D( ~9 W$ ]; L- ~1 l& i fforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It" n9 k; Q3 Z/ B0 V/ V' B% A
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
9 Z1 n8 H/ f. X Tnourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
" p0 t9 D9 S: v# f, Lthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it7 }; s% t: T- J4 u) W
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers..., p( ^( S7 m- J* d1 f
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
9 z# Y$ ]: j8 `/ f/ t! q* Mfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and9 I" d- \2 R3 l' W3 x
gave no sign of his presence.# O# X- e& {& e g* `
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."/ b: [4 H' Y+ a; J( J. }( K
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
( U4 k$ |5 f4 q `1 \9 d& [After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
7 F+ W( u" z3 F& L" c& Z5 _0 ~3 QTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the0 V( B8 U5 O+ e1 k" J) \
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
7 H4 g8 d5 ^. {8 `6 E6 N' m lfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
3 H$ S5 n( k0 l! |8 L7 J( MAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
. ^% `7 L- M1 I5 }: m- H2 A( X. zwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
1 f1 x) k# s$ R$ Uwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was* o" u# _4 A1 h! e8 s& Y% m' A
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but8 j# a. ]6 [* l0 ^7 V
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the1 _+ e: d$ Q x4 g3 y
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
& j/ u# o! Z# ]$ g5 I/ oenergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
: s4 ]" x! Q3 C* d: M- Zher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
8 Y0 _4 o" h. |% o( }# Xof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love8 K7 ~. [; ]3 k9 C
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
( P9 T H6 l! ]) y; [: W0 d; `# O) fthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death; p: |7 I2 C; H( M
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the4 x4 x) F3 m: h6 `
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have) j0 [6 ~6 z, L
joined with eternity. |
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