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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )8 _4 g# r- ]* e2 Y
by Issac Bashevis Singer g6 ?7 `) U0 u; c3 z0 F
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing. n8 G% ]2 Q/ w- g6 g/ \
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year2 V' I# Q/ d/ F4 N' I( G! ~
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.; N. f$ S: J1 Q5 E( C5 e4 D0 U
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the3 G5 ` ^' m! _- y3 U1 V" C3 x$ h% C
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that: d9 p7 [8 ~% p
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
' C, C, k& P- r D' Vsome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
w* {! e* y: L+ F/ C& \/ ? Rleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at' N4 i# j1 k" c$ P
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although7 r4 x% [& ~) a' P. g/ B
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun3 }# i( O. L# d5 d+ O/ \$ Y0 [$ g" `
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies4 {$ d3 p3 a) M3 {# M0 M
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
' J0 ~7 m) q6 s) z- Zbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many4 ~! u4 [* S9 ~7 `
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't/ p1 I: V2 u) s
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare/ A. p/ }+ `5 ], Q: W/ U. j
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
% n+ U5 K* G# c: H& f# @courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
+ v- R0 S0 B: I( s: h0 P$ Q# KThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this& F; ~" K2 o, y
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
& o- s9 l5 j' T2 B9 @2 ^no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase* i9 Y; F7 o: B( L- z; c
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with% K3 M/ }- u! _* s0 s# z$ C
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
; ~& B( t# D$ p) rreturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
; u: s8 I4 I4 o7 z3 B& h9 S8 P1 Dor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.) |0 [9 h1 d; U# Y! w3 b
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still4 e; v5 S$ L3 h7 ?. f Z
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
4 g9 n' @, S7 P3 C+ Zhung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
7 N; S$ m( _. W* mreceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had# a) n/ p1 C* [1 z2 {, ?& x
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
. j# g l$ S! O f7 R: R( `" athe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another p, ?2 v& z- B# b) j" P
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they. {; m, x7 x" X, Y0 y- j
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,$ ?! d( J' s7 C7 `' J7 S
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
8 f$ V( X9 ?: s. q. x& v7 U% |* Cwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens) P4 ?# b2 ~1 B8 [: s( f
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be) f: `7 L$ C% \) I, Z: i7 ~6 O
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
/ b$ X ^. g# ~. q% tstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
' T! X7 k- z- s* G' w9 goff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
- A: a' S2 D1 M. ron, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
2 t! W% k `3 T; gAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time8 q4 E* V' y# M, b
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"/ }' S: G* e% G6 j3 b
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
& o6 B4 r: Y. L, \" H( Jfall with you."
5 ?- ~ ~ l4 l& G" x% [9 b"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
: I; D9 ~) k3 S. R2 Z5 g"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and2 P b7 H* W5 E3 ]
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a3 f( U$ L4 M# x9 ?' I! P, S
tree? No, never!"( n8 e; b! h3 A+ N
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know1 J. x5 Y, T; g& i& a6 o* X
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices" f' ]% S) V8 R
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
! P$ n: M: _1 W; n0 e4 h! G3 h7 Apity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.# D+ _% t/ ?8 d- j* m% w
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."+ ~5 N2 O8 s: K$ y9 g- P2 M
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
+ K# t; g, P, U; {- {said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
2 i$ `% p- b6 X" l+ Ostorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
, k# ^' V) I2 i8 Wmuch as I love you now."
& t& n3 ?3 m5 o. S) V"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?) w) [ v+ y% ~0 x) F# {
All colors are equally handsome."
! G. F) H9 k/ r2 X) SAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these1 c; x$ F7 \ l7 a" Y( o$ }0 m! c9 K
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
: D5 o- `7 n9 j2 @began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn- i: m0 j- O+ B4 e
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
% x; O$ O- [! ?to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
7 J }4 r+ _; \6 L' u/ T8 Z% J! bBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with; u) y9 k5 q e3 K+ F# o2 I
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
3 ~3 b* \0 ]; f/ w6 |So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But5 c9 P+ \# \1 t+ h F/ R" e
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into- X y( l2 J! Q/ C! a' J: L
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay! C$ ^7 }1 ] P6 U
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the; k f: }) n0 ?4 K) q
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
, L: p5 H' k0 ~4 P$ }8 G+ ?8 K% Vhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
* h# O3 \+ H8 i3 A5 k. kforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It1 c( l) G& [' f' c
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
: Z( f; l! l7 | A2 hnourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of! U% z' ]2 [# y; K0 y: @% }% l
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
Z8 Y( ]1 x. z6 F3 V$ C' qsummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
& z7 j" U: m/ f* _Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
$ [/ u3 }5 D7 d9 z+ Xfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
. _5 l+ z6 t0 Wgave no sign of his presence.: e) b9 b( P1 @9 }: _! p$ r9 \
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
9 x" ^4 f) K2 w# @( lBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.0 t5 U( n }. V4 Z; C. [
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor., Z4 Q7 n2 Z' G9 q% W* Z
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the* \& n3 a) B1 B# {
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
. h- c5 [# p8 V) v+ I8 x9 ~9 Qfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.( _9 m# M, `7 p% ]' d @
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought) r* T, G( ~4 t3 I4 h) l, }
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
4 ~# J. Q9 n/ @wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
; F! t U$ m! P& ]8 Q4 ta part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
" i* k6 e2 g: B( c& Spart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the. @0 r- {2 K( y+ O) M1 d4 G0 S5 ?
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous9 A5 L; l) D& w. ]# z$ i( b
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to/ w6 p; z' D/ E+ N5 y5 j) ]" h1 U
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
- ^' C( ~* R6 P$ O1 Sof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love% N9 c& W6 { L3 Q/ A( _" K
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
) A# a3 e2 O: e3 d, e( ^5 h3 pthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death ?% Q: V5 I* Q1 l9 l8 i2 J `: Z
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
3 q9 G8 s- Q, e* E8 v( `" |soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have# o# r; d d% n6 D+ U
joined with eternity. |
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