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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
- S- d& y- I1 G3 Vby Issac Bashevis Singer8 R% k, l7 G0 Y; x0 _
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
. D9 {0 Z: Q% Z$ f e5 W- B+ Utrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
J' _ L, |4 }( Y( vand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
3 N0 k' Y2 e/ W( W3 f& g) ^" NThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
5 S) _' g: d5 Y, amornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that* l$ W& |% v% z! K
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
: x' {7 t* K D" I) Usome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
- |3 ?; q+ U; \4 {leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at5 {5 x4 X( m# Q+ x" B
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although% u2 ?7 y7 k! A( P' `/ L
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun' l9 u' D& S- L
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
/ h$ @6 L& R5 G* B: c6 ^: Z, Kwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space( ?1 r/ z, x, X! ]
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
5 i& \2 L, a' Z4 t6 \2 E% _& V8 G8 [other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't( m1 Q. G! D' m
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
7 y7 Z# ~- w( K) |: f4 K' C" n) X( J# Gtree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much3 a0 }, k; q* c" Z3 ~
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.1 y5 D6 T4 V7 X1 Y8 k
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
" I& t7 X3 a/ ~$ B* S4 ?+ x; rtime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but2 r" A B! d$ P& {
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
C! f: O8 o5 ]( |6 mof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
4 v! a& i m* d2 B' u( J( Agrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
5 r" q% y# W9 {/ p7 greturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
. r% l. @& Z2 \6 t, p2 f. ?& P- for the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
- c8 d' h$ \+ VOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
]% c% _) t. a* I, j7 Eremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both5 o. A5 W. l/ u' s
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
" l, ~7 d( M2 Vreceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
- ]3 P: d4 S! A! n; Y7 Isurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to! c+ r* y( T7 m- U( }: |& w6 w
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another$ _2 D) h$ G. w, T- n1 N) p1 L
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they: H6 n0 @/ v0 t o" @# g+ o
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
* Y) Q! M9 O% ~( |but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another/ [8 ]$ n1 Z" u* N4 c' n
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
0 J/ L' }! ^# Iin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be6 c# I) z- m& N( X1 _* c) ~/ L
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
! k0 W5 M+ O2 @5 o4 Nstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
+ I( ` x8 x8 p2 R9 v0 i& eoff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
: k/ v5 l# x0 t9 @8 s: eon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"' h, Q8 I) w- R% n
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time2 n& o- _3 O: r! @0 H
has come, Ole, but you hang on!": Y' X) V+ w9 F- v! v8 E9 b
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll5 z) O3 x. Z5 }2 S) o& R2 ^" ~9 u
fall with you."
! \$ A) {7 m+ g5 t"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
' p9 `( x1 d5 p4 K/ K"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
+ k4 C% e1 h3 L' b% M! c; padmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
1 I% Y1 B: l+ Ktree? No, never!", _1 ?: Z* A2 h3 J3 t- z1 R* ^+ g
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
7 e; m. @9 o0 j% R8 Tvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
) ] V( t: C) V' O5 Fhave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
, z" x/ n+ h. d% ?" Hpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.0 L: P! J0 M, M X
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."1 }# e3 j7 R: Z8 Q& z1 C
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole" p4 d @( D/ I$ K) y% d6 L0 W
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or9 C$ Y2 M, A, W) Y, z
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as- d1 @$ e9 E3 W5 P
much as I love you now."& T: ^1 s& I* w3 W5 q/ U% g' @
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
, b2 e0 u6 r, a! z& t- yAll colors are equally handsome."/ W- V2 B+ v- V
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
! n& o) q" W0 A" imonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
7 u, S+ \7 U1 ?0 o- O5 tbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
4 q: i* t K8 c; baway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
$ q! f) t) T9 x3 rto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"! V# n. S: |1 a9 M
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
$ P; j4 {+ }) s5 @8 `the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.. [7 f9 r; }) ~+ k4 [4 q, O: q
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But% ~5 p% T* n; [. C+ c
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into# H6 |1 ?, A& ]1 Y
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay& @8 V$ w" [. Y/ b4 ~
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
, f+ |* b* g! B2 G+ |trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
) ?2 v0 }( l6 A: D) [0 b1 |8 hhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved8 T- P. [! _( z/ x
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
" w2 A) q- J3 X" O: e, \covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It. r# {5 g1 |$ R4 ]% L7 h
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
% i- j4 R/ b v# @- N- a% \thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
/ R. L4 g! ^+ rsummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...2 L; @. q3 f% Q/ E, ?* F1 z
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so) i; I! X, I: P* _- P
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and; b9 S/ E( i+ L
gave no sign of his presence.6 l5 _) ^3 z7 f+ f! L- V( [) C: _6 N+ ^
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
; j: C' }& F$ I8 P2 l$ uBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
; L7 E% j$ L/ o7 L' QAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.0 E3 [! O. d* c& S; J
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the$ g" K/ [6 M1 \& u/ E, ~/ U: W
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different+ N$ Y S# A. _$ _* [" @" v
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
; h8 X- k u1 L( y, BAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
6 @3 D) x5 f1 J; `$ ~& k6 t! awith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
2 a, o/ Q" Y, j3 ]wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was$ r5 U7 }8 j! T9 u
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but1 |+ l2 K, f' s# X& k
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the* |2 P+ i# s( z* Q- }: K. M, n
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
, u& u" j2 X5 Z7 y; [& Venergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
5 N- l4 y( i) s0 D7 Dher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware. ?" t8 D2 M* ~0 G/ K
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
- s: e/ _( b+ y* N! m; fas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
5 Y& F0 w" Z7 M2 s5 Nthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death6 y! G3 G4 m+ K0 k% I. n
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the) P+ W8 X, O7 z+ H+ t
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
& g, y' c3 O1 pjoined with eternity. |
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