to my puppy--- anthony

ccsisi

I don’t know whether you understood me.
When you played on the ground, I never let you run out of my sight, coz I was afraid you might be lost your way to home.

I don’t know whether you understood me.
When I prepared food for you, I did it on purpose to feed you more vegetables, coz I believed  that way you might be more healthy.

I don’t know whether you understood me.
When I went to sleep, I always left my quilt open in the cold winter, coz you were used to snapping next to me.

I don’t know whether you understood me.
When I heard the doctor said you were going to die, I thought the doctor was an idiot. Nobody could take you away from me.  

I don’t know whether you understood me.
When your life was near to the end , I tried to give you an injection, coz in my eyes that was the last straw both for you and for me. With tears in my eyes, I did it on you. Sorry! I saw your terrified eyes and heard your begging prays for rescue. Tears were running through my face, and you kept walking in pain. I couldn’t bear to watch you in pain and turned around. “Take him to the doctor.” That was the only decision I could make. I hugged you for one more time, since in the next second you would leave me forever.

Do you understand me now????