I am new here, just to write something:-)

Ellabelle

Some random thoughts for tonight

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1 ?( M: }! h# L" ~4 zCancelled drinks with one of my friends tonigh; I am silly, enjoy too much of my own world, my own fantasies. Argued with another friend on the phone, who politely advised me that I need some fresh air… but ‘the air is fresh everywhere…’

Indulging myself with some great photos taken, unique color, an autumn tone. Isn’t that amazing sometimes you could just fall in love with someone, an artist, a musician, an actor, a great composer…or some pictures, lyrics, films, melody..
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Humans are weird; we are all from different state of mind….keep our brains inside some un-known spaces..

' E  p- v9 D* r* P# P6 ZFeeling fragile, music is all I need, maybe my new addiction…something could take the emptiness away.
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Walking on the edge sometimes, between reality and madness, emotional and rational… seeing my best friend off in the airport, looking at pictures of places that I might be soon going to … it’s winter, there’s snow, will I see the northern lights?... Who is going to take the space of my own little world?
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" [, ~" W  V; d( t4 c! z6 ]1 w( I am into creative writing, if you need help with your English, please feel free to ask me:-) )

mornsmile

I am also new here. Seeing the beautiful english of yours touchs a chord in me and I get myself registered to leave something, too.

: b5 B: p3 ~" b2 H; u& ~. I% G' |looks like yours is quite a delicate life whose delicacies you are quite perceptive and appreciative of，thanks to the female hromones circulating in your body^_^ . Sometimes I would wonder what would become of me and my life if I were of the opposite sex. Maybe next life would be far better off when God renders me a women. (*^__^*)

It's ages ago that I ever put some decent thoughts into decent english sentences except for writing my papers. Perhaps thoughts on anything other than my work have become indecent. And my brain must grow rusty where it commands english.  Maybe your friend's advice also applies to me---- I need some 'fresh air', too, but in a different sense.

Since you are into creative English, please be so nice as to tell me how I can speak creative English. I do need help because lately I find that what I currently speak is Deutschinglich, a strange hybrid of english, germany and ein bisschen of Chinese. $NO$